Saturday, November 17, 2012

Does God care about injustice?

This week was the last week of the lecture phase (part one of two) of my Discipleship Training School. We discussed worldviews as they relate to justice. In our lectures this week, we looked at the question: Does God care about injustice? 

And the answer: Yes, God cares deeply. The prophets in the Old Testament talk about God’s justice constantly. And we know that God’s character does not change. Here are just a few verses:
Amos – the entire book

I think that one of my friends put it well during a discussion this week: If God is your thing, then justice is your thing.

So, this week we will be preparing for outreach. We will also be celebrating Thanksgiving (my mom sent some stuffing mix and a fudge kit!)! And then on Monday, November 26, I will begin the outreach phase (part two of two) of my DTS.

Here's my outreach team and our newsletter! :)
If you’d like to keep up with us while we’re out and about, we will try to update our Facebook page here.  I am not planning to bring my computer, so I anticipate that updates on my blog might be much fewer and farther between. I will do my best, though! Please feel free to keep in touch via Facebook and email. :)

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Go God :)

This week was amazing! Our speaker was Dan Baumann, and he spoke on loads of practical things—living with passion, decision-making as a Christian, priorities—and he also shared some AMAZING stories. For example… he almost died by falling off the side of a boulder but was saved by three blades of grass, he was imprisoned in Iran, and then a funny story about how he can’t get change in a drive thru the normal way due to a problem with his arm in college… among others. He is hilarious, authentic and a good story teller. Here are a few things I took away from this week:
  • Everything you do for God needs to come from intimacy with God.
  • The Christian life is about discovering the love of God over and over again.
  • I would rather live my life stepping out and leaning into what I think God is saying and trusting in His character than stepping back and waiting until I know that I know that I know.
  • God is more committed to fulfill His will for my life than I am to find it.
  • God wants to give us His dreams and then wants to walk them out with us.
  • How can we give Satan so much attention when God is so huge?
  • Instead of making a list of priorities, how about having God in the center of everything you do in life?
  • Comparison has killed passion.
  • Your passion isn’t based on emotions; it’s based on the cross and on commitment. When you buy milk the morning after a wonderful worship time with God the night before, are you just as passionate about God? Sure; there isn’t a shift of commitment when there is a shift of emotion.
  • Concentrate on who God is, not your emotions.
  • Be a thermostat (changes & everything around it has to change) not a thermometer (changes depending on the culture around it).
  • The preoccupation of our lives shouldn’t be sin; instead, joyfully repent and move on.
  • God will fix you as you focus on His priorities.
  • You can hear God’s voice better by spending time with Him and including Him in your life.
  • Trust God’s character more than your ability to feel peace.
  • Trust God’s character over your experiences.
  • If something happens and you don’t understand why, put it in the mystery of God box and by God’s grace, move forward in your relationship with Him.
  • God’s biggest will for us is to love God and love people (always a good reminder!)
  • What God wants to do today is based on how great He is, not based on what happened yesterday or how you feel.
And a piece of advice from him to consider – If analyzing doesn’t bring joy and peace, shut it off.

We had more great lectures on justice! I’m reading Sex, Economy, Freedom & Community by Wendell Berry and it’s totally making me want to live more sustainably by supporting a local food economy.

The Lord himself will fight for you. Just stay calm. – Exodus 14.14
(what Moses said to people freaking out about the Egyptians coming after them before the sea parted)

Also, praise the Lord—due to great generosity I will be able to pay the remainder of my outreach fees this week! God is so good!

Saturday, November 3, 2012

update on finances

Hi, friends!

I feel so blessed to have this opportunity to do this Justice Discipleship Training School. I am still so confident that this is exactly where God has me for these months. If you haven’t yet, you can read about my conviction to drop everything and do this here.

I want to take a moment to update you on finances. :)
  • Through saved money and gifts, I have been able to pay for most of my school fees. I still need to pay 500€ (about $641 USD) for the remainder of the outreach portion of my school.
  • I’m excited about the possibility of attending the Justice Conference! It is in Philadelphia at the end of February, immediately after my school ends. My school leaders changed the end date of our school to make space to attend. I would love to attend! In order to be a part of this, there are a few things that I will need to pay for (flight, conference fees and accommodation), and I estimate that it will be about $1000. 
If you would like to come alongside me and partner with me financially, I would be so honored! I have hooked up PayPal to my blog (see the button to the right!) for donations. Also, my mom is happy to receive checks to deposit on my behalf. I’m happy to answer any specific questions about finances, DTS or anything else. You can connect with me via Facebook or email (meghanecross [@] gmail.com). 

Thank you so much for supporting me via encouraging words, finances and prayer. I am so encouraged by your love!

highlights from week 10


My 10th week of DTS is coming to a close. This time has been so full; it baffles me that everything that’s happened has fit into ten weeks! This week was particularly rich and inspiring for me. I would love to share a few highlights with you!
  • Last night, I had the opportunity to meet an inspiring Canadian couple (Jay & Michelle Brock) that makes up the organization Hope for the Sold. They visited Herrnhut for about 24 hours and shared with my DTS about their calling to create documentaries about sex trafficking. I am so inspired by these modern-day abolitionists: they lead “normal” lives and do this in their free time. They aren’t filmmakers (read: no special training), but they make documentaries. Their first one has been used all over Canada for things like raising awareness about sex trafficking in high schools and for training for border patrol. You can watch it here. Also, Michelle’s blog about sex trafficking is totally worth checking out! (Sidenote: I love that this couple has the calling to do this together. They are a testament to how powerfully God can use a marriage to fulfill his purposes!)
  • In this week’s lectures about justice, we discussed Sabbath economics: a holistic look at our lives and how we spend our resources—time, money, everything. The following bit may be overwhelming. If it is, I encourage you to ask "What is the next right step?" (I snagged that helpful question from Jay & Michelle's talk last night!). I have tried to include questions to get you thinking and helpful links. In our lectures, we discussed seven areas of life:
A picture of my notes to make all the words below a little less overwhelming :)
    • Surplus capital – This is the money you have in your bank, in your pocket, etc. How is your money being used? Is the bank and are the stocks you have money in investing in and profiting in an ethically sound things? 
    • Negative capital – Debt. We talked about cash advance companies and their exploitive nature... I thought of 38th Street. Did you know that a lot of banks we use own a lot of these? I didn’t. After I post this blog, I plan to look up where my bank uses its clients’ money. It's next on my "To Do When I Have Access to the Internet" list. :)
    • Giving – We discussed giving as a lifestyle and an art. When I stop to think about it, I can think of specific people who are creative givers. Who comes to mind for you? I would love to grow more in the area of artful, creative giving!
    • Environment and green living – We were given stewardship over this earth. How are we taking care of the earth that God created? You can find out your environmental impact on myfootprint.org 
    • Consumption – Looking at products for spiritual satisfaction is idolatry. We have the opportunity to develop an alternative mindset and, in this age of infinite information on the internet, to be conscious of where our products come from. You can learn more about consumption by watching The Story of Stuff and by taking a fun and interactive survey at slaveryfootprint.org. As someone who sometimes goes to Target with no intention other than to see if there’s anything to buy (I can't believe I'm admitting this in online), this topic challenged me. I also have had a hard time going to thrift stores and Goodwill for clothing in the past. This week is making me think twice about my aversion to pre-owned clothing.
If this is an area you would like to explore in your own life, here are some questions to think about before buying things:
  • Can I borrow this item from a friend or neighbor?
  • Is there anything I already own that I could use or repurpose instead?
  • Were those who labored for this product paid a fair wage?
  • Were their working conditions fair and just?
  • How was the environment impacted by the production, transportation and packaging of this?
  • Are the resources that went into this renewable?
    • Solidarity – Standing as one with poor, oppressed and marginalized people. This means aligning your location (or maybe vocation? I kept hearing both), life, vision and hope with them. Where would Jesus spend his time where you live?
    • Work and Sabbath – There is a time for work and a time for rest. We explored the Biblical idea of the Sabbath: setting a day aside and intentionally doing things and intentionally not doing other things in order to rest and spend time with the Lord. What do you intentionally DO on your Sabbath day? What do you intentionally NOT do on your Sabbath day? Being intentional about this is new for me!
  • This week in our DTS lectures, we learned about worship. I thought of all of my creative friends and the worship team at itown... you guys would love this! This YWAM base is particularly creative... the other Discipleship Training School going on right now is called Marriage of the Arts and the people in it focus on different things: writing, music, art, photography, dance. To all my creative friends: you would love it here. ;)
In short, it was a wonderful week!